
The household is all in bed now…. the Christmas tree is lit…. the smell of pine wafts through the house….the lingering smell of gingerbread cookies hangs in the air ….my faithful dog waits at the foot of my bed hoping that i will fall asleep so he can hop in with me ….the hour is late ….i lay there restless, trying to hear any sound that would suggest the arrival of Santa Claus — The floor is cold, the single coal fired heater is way out in the kitchen….I have to have extra blankets on the bed — the warmth of the dog helps too —
I have left cookies out for Santa Claus —they are gone in the morning– I am excited about that until I learned it was my Dad who ate them and not Santa — i can hear the winter wind moaning around the outside of the house …. there is snow on the ground outdoors ….the whole town seems like the proverbial “Silent Night,” — not a soul stirring, not even a mouse ….except in my room with my dog and me ….I can’t wait for morning to come ….what is under the other tree in the living room …..what is under that tree for me …. my entire body tingles with the anticipation ….will the Collins bunch show up at dinner time like always, looking for that free meal?—will my friend Jimmy Putnam come over to show me what he got for Christmas and to break at least one of my new toys? — will my Mom insist that I eat breakfast before opening my presents? —
There I lay in that bed, my childish imagination running wild …..never realizing that we were dirt poor and whatever there is under that tree cost my Dad a lot of sacrifice and hard labor — He dug graves at the cemetery for a lousy $35 dollars every two weeks —I got one pair of shoes that had to last for a year —My aunt Ella always sends me a pair of socks for Christmas …My Grandma always gets me a pair of socks for Christmas ….The kids at our Second Grade School Christmas party gave me a handkerchief —Maybe I will get a sled this year —
My dad made me a sled (of sorts) out of wood but when he was demonstrating how it worked on the snow covered cemetery hill, the runners broke and he ended up with a face full of snow and cursing like a sailor and telling me, “I will get you a real sled for Christmas.” —
My dog didn’t seem to care all that much about Christmas …every day was Christmas for him ….. as long as he got a lot of petting and sweet talk and some good dog food, he thought he was living like a king —-which he was — dog food was expensive….he ate a lot of table scraps…I ate a lot of table scraps too …they were called “Left Overs.” — but life was good … we had a roof over our head — the roof leaked sometimes — but leaky roofs are what galvanized aluminum gallon buckets and No.10 galvanized wash tubs are for —
Daddy finally was able to scrounge a few asphalt shingles to patch the roof with ….He found them discarded in the dump at the cemetery — I eventually doze off to sleep remembering the strains of the son I heard at Sunday School, “Oh Little Town Of Bethlehem.” —- Did I mention that my teacher, Nellie Vice, got me a pair of socks for Christmas?